Sunday, September 5, 2010

School, Teachers,College!!!!!!!!!!

I dont know why people need a day to celebrate something i thk every day is meant 4 celebrations....
I think you need to celebrate that you alive today and people are not crying on your grave!!!!!I dont know it didnt sound right....
Talking about teacher's day which is today people thanks their teachers and share their bad and good experiences...By far i remember or vague memories i have of my school or college i look at the darker side of everything beacuse that's what i remember being a kid.......I have never been a brighter student or not even scoring good marks in exams or even scoring to pass so thats the main thing teacher hated me so much and threw all those shit comments or make me go outside the class I mean nobody born Einstein even he was not perfect...I used to love going out of my class and standing outside it was
so much fun if i got a company then it was icing on the cake and alone that literally scared the hell out of me...
If i was not good in studies then what was i good at i mean Sports that always keep me going...i was never into one sport but i was an all rounder used to play i mean everything....Being a gal u supposed to study that wat my teachers think....I never gave a shit about that coz that's wat who i am  and i would never changed myself for them...I never ended up doing any homework at time that pisses my teachers more and more....
The end result to this was i never had any friends in school...nobody used to talk to me...afcourse i was the ugliest looking in school with short hair....i like to dress up like guys le a tomboy which scared gals the most in the class that even pissed my teachers and class fellows more....I was so alone and lost as a kid in school with teachers bombarding with homework and tests and my class fellows being over smart in everything ending up 2 steps ahead me an at home my cousins ending up scoring more than me...I was literally LOST...The only relief i had was my friends at home...I used to have time of my life and i hated school all of my lyfe as you cant sideline a person on their education i mean not everybody is a genius......
Hmmmmmm i was reading once Megan fox post somewhere and it was written about her school lyfe and she said :"that in middle school she was bullied and picked on and she ate lunch in the bathroom to avoid being "pelted with ketchup packets". She said that the problem was not her looks, but that she had "always gotten along better with boys" and that "rubbed some people the wrong way". Fox also said of high school that she was never popular and that "everyone hated me, and I was a total outcast, my friends were always guys, I have a very aggressive personality, and girls didn’t like me for that. I’ve had only one great girlfriend my whole life". In the same interview, she mentions that she hated school and has never been "a big believer in formal education" and that "the education I was getting seemed irrelevant. So, I was sort of checked out on that part of it".
Look at her now she is considered to be 1 of the sexiest woman and gals and guys dying to see her...she said "FUCK THEM" i mean to her school fellows seriously fuck them.....
I can relate my school lyfe like hers as even i ended up eating lunch in bathroom and after that just not to belted upon at home and when i started to grew up i used to throw away my food in dustbin just to be on the safe side at home..Phew!!! being friends with guys cost you alot with everybody calling you name and nobody wants to be your friend....I have been really aggressive as a kid or still the same and even ended up fighting with guys so many times...Teachers never liked me....This never ended in college too... teachers in college hated me because i never changed in my habits like no homework or studying before the test.....One thing which saved my ass that i always ended up studying before my finals and that made me a what i am a GRADUATE!!!!
I never have no regrets because i am a fighter all the negativity makes me stronger than ever before and i can take down anybody..If i would have given up i would have done long ago....Now i have friends that i can count upon......I have changed in my looks now i am not the ugliest like i was in school and i can say when i see my friends who used to be smartest ass in school are way behind me now...Even i am not a big believer in formal education....Education sucks....My friends say they miss school and college and teachers but i dont miss anything not a  single fucking thing because i always remember the bad ones....
I have no regrets at all because of them i am here or i have to say them "FUCK U"
Not everybody is same in this world everybody is born different and i am different then anybody else and i am better then anybody else on this planet....My journey has just started and i know i will make it big and will be better of any of the looser i met at any given point in my life....
~PEACE~







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