Big Day has arrived

Big day i was waiting for after quitting my last job is just few hours away form me....I am talking about the next big French project i waited for past 3 months actually doing nothing...Finally the big day tomorrow.....Don't know what will happen tomorrow...
there are so many questions???
I almost forgot how to speak french just scared about tomorrow like hell i mean sitting at home i forgot literally everything...i mean these nightmares are tend to happen not my fault....I just hoe i don't tend to mess up at this crucial point and tomorrow just be my 1 of the best days in my life.....
Wishing myself a very good luck for tomorrow!!!!!!i need it badly.......

Perfect Strangers

If you think about it, everyone who is currently in your life, was at some point,a stranger to you! Interesting thought, isn’t it? I kicked off the promotional campaign forAnjaana Anjaan ithis week and while discussing the film over and over, this thought struck me.It’s actually quite funny to remember the way that these ‘Anjaana’s’ entered your life and now have become such an important part of your world !

For me, what I find really cool is the angle of mystery and romance that an ‘Anjaana’ can add to your life! It’s the perfect setting to script an irresistibly mushy love story.Some of my most favourite moments in cinema and books are those when the ‘soon-to-bein-love-but-currently strangers’ pair meet... just thatsingle moment makes such abig difference.

I’ve alwaysbeen a hopeless romantic and I remember creating this list along time ago of the perfect ‘Anjaana’moment...where the journey of love begins! It was quite corny but I dug out my diary and decided to share it with you because there is one thing I’m certain of... at some point in our lives, most of us have had the romantic fantasy of meeting that elusive stranger and, without knowing,it was happening... falling head long into love! Pure mush! So,here it is, my perfect ‘Anjaana’ romantic moments... created by my very mushy teenage heart (which at that time didn’t give my brain any attention)! There were quite a few,but In arrowed it down to the few classics!

You walked in... I’m floored: The ultimate classic. A stranger walks into a room, your eyes meet and your lives are never the same again. Sigh !

The sensory attack: This one’s even better...before your eyes meet, your other senses are brought into play. A slight touch that sends a frisson of sensation down your spine... a hint of masculine perfume that assaults your senses...you look up... eyes connect and viola! Double sigh!

A crowded room and the connection: You’re in a party, surrounded by so manypeople... something small happens, and you laugh... you think it’s your own private joke until you realise that some one else saw it and found the same humour in it... avery drool worthy stranger across the room...

Is this seat taken?: Unplanned and unexpected. Circumstances introduceyou to each other and then... the chemistry takes over. You don’t know why, but you feel compelled to talk to this stranger.The rest, as they say,is history.As I walk in to the airport, headed to Delhi, I wonder... are these moments waiting to happen to me?Have they already happened, have I missed them?Life is short and there are many moments waiting to happen.So next time round, don’t ignore the stranger sitting next to you... you never know what might happen.

This is the article by Priyanka Chopra i read today on Facebook...iTs so much fun to read it and i myself find this so witty...Giving a thought about this its so true everybody i met in my life was at 1 point stranger to me and who knew we will retarded by now i mean being together....Nobody knows the point you meet somebody knew is forever or will be like a hangover that will go once you sip in water and aspirin..The moment you tag yourself that this person is there forever you never know that's the last moment you r spending together...This is irony of life.....I thought everything is settled down for me and the very next moment everything fell apart and am on journey to find that stranger which i will meet don't know which part of the world...Waiting,Waiting and waiting for that seat to taken by somebody!!!!!!! 

Reality shows and advertisements are highly overrated!!!!!!

Reality shows when they were launched in here were new ray of hope for the young people i mean most of the shows here are so much overrated that you will break your head someday watching them...I mean 5 episodes almost having same ending that explains so much how painful shows are in your ass....I wont disagree on that i used to watch them myself because there was nothing better at that time but Reality shows were a drop in the desert when they started...
Being a youth and in growing age you get connected to them n feel one of them....I auditioned for few myself and end up going not more then first round but it was fun.......Now they have become more degraded i mean its all scripted first of all and passion for fair play is not even seen..People you think are your friends turned out to be a back stabber and i don't think it works other way round too i mean world is not that bad place not every1 is same...Half of the people who turn for audition turn out to be jerks or wealthy rich bastards and bitches or models.....Sounds like such a fair play....Everything is getting from bitter to worse..Wow!!!in today's world we need to really walk over our friends that what you learn from all these pathetic shows which are highly overrated and reality that bullshit coz that just take you to darker side of the world...
Not even these shows but all these advertisements flashing on TV look like who thought of this idea you should shoot him with a gun at pointblank i mean not all the adds but captain of cricket team doing a pen add i mean earning millions and millions of money do you really need that pen add to support you...Wohoooo there are so many examples but this came to my mind as i stopped watching TV for a long time...

P.S:-TV can do alot more Harm then you think so watch at your own risk......

Road Trip to Heaven!!!!!

Don't go by the title of "Road trip to heaven" m not dead neither a ghost *evil laugh*...The title meant to indicate the first road trip i went for and heaven is "LADAKH"
We started our journey in the night that was kind of relief from the burning sun as it was mid of June and temp crossing 45 degree i mean what more i need to say that we were sweating in night but the other end was worth sweating for..We got late to reach the place in the morning as it was 14 hours journey so in the morning we traveled in scorching sun...After a 14 hours journey just sitting on our ass and sweating in the morning we reached almost midway almost had to travel next 24 hours to reach LADAKH but we gave it a rest and stayed for few days as the next 24 hours but exactly opp i mean snowing and severe cold on the way so the way we were about to travel was closed due to heavy snowing and danger of avalanche so road got closed n  we were expecting the road to open soon...It opened soon within next 3-4 days...i never knew the next almost 24 hours or so will be best in my lyfe...i mean i just adore cold so we had take out our jackets in the mid night on the way and we almost started our journey in the evening..in the mid night we had our dinner and our driver bhaiya was feeling sleepy so we stopped the cab in the bw and slept in the car for 2-3 hours....
The next morning was a new ray of hope i mean i never saw so much beauty or greenery in my whole life...it was freezing cold outside but i loved it..we saw amazing scenic beauty on the way and took photos almost of everyting i mean by the time we reached our destination we have almost 500 photos of the amazing things we saw on our way...Breathtaking is the word....
I mean never seen so much contrast...Phew!!!!I didnt slept on the way i mean except those 2-3 hours..i never wanted to feel like a looser to miss even a single thing....We had tea almost like at every stretch...
We reached Heaven like in the mid of night like we never figured out the beauty of the place na dafcourse we were half dead travelling...We stayed at our Friend's house coz of whom this trip could never be possible...
We met her Mum and dad..They prepared special dinner for us and that was really so sweet of them....After that we almost hit our bed...Sometimes when you are so tired no matter you get the most coziest place you are not able to sleep same thing happen to us....
The next morning was one the most peaceful i had in a very long time i maen i was surrounded by montains..it was so amazing...
The next 20 days were the 1 of the best i had in my whole lyfe i mean people of ladakh are so so so good dat makes you feel heaven...i never missed home in this whole time...i was away from my phone,internet and newspaper so i never wondered wats happening in the outside world...I mean was the most amazing time i had....
The time of my life..............

Dream!!!!!!!!!I wish i could Fly from the highest treee.......

I was a little girl alone in my little world who dreamed of a little home for me.
I played pretend between the trees, and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, and laughed in my pretty bed of green.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest swing.
I had a dream.

Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park, I asked God who I'm supposed to be.
The stars smiled down on me, God answered in silent reverie. I said a prayer and fell asleep.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest tree.
I had a dream.

Now I'm old and feeling grey. I don't know what's left to say about this life I'm willing to leave.
I lived it full and I lived it well, there's many tales I've lived to tell. I'm ready now, I'm ready now, I'm ready now to fly from the highest wing.

I had a dream

Wow!!!!!!!i can relate this to smthing bigger in my lyfe...an ausum song........
I wish i could Fly from the highest treee........but i am scared of heights......dats the horrible truth!!!!!!!

School, Teachers,College!!!!!!!!!!

I dont know why people need a day to celebrate something i thk every day is meant 4 celebrations....
I think you need to celebrate that you alive today and people are not crying on your grave!!!!!I dont know it didnt sound right....
Talking about teacher's day which is today people thanks their teachers and share their bad and good experiences...By far i remember or vague memories i have of my school or college i look at the darker side of everything beacuse that's what i remember being a kid.......I have never been a brighter student or not even scoring good marks in exams or even scoring to pass so thats the main thing teacher hated me so much and threw all those shit comments or make me go outside the class I mean nobody born Einstein even he was not perfect...I used to love going out of my class and standing outside it was

Guitar!!!!!!!

Plans-throw them out of your window

Being a human its very normal that i get struck in my life at every point,struck in taking decisions at every point in my life....Its the same now what i am feeling writing i am not able to figure out in my life and once i figure out something why it never happen???
Last year i had a plan after my final year exams i got a job in between my final exams i mean before even i graduated that was something i was proud of myself because as i wasn't very bright in school the saga continues in college with teachers saying you will fail and all the crap...i never listened to anybody and still i was the first 1 to get a job in my whole class....that's make me proud and slap on my teachers face that not just scoring in exams makes you any better then the one who didn't score...
Hmmm my new life started i mean new job, new people and afcourse first time away from home..i was very excited about it....i had a perfect plan to do a job for a year and side by side prepare for my higher studies but after a month or so my grads result was out and shocking part was i had to repeat 1 paper that never happened in past 2 years...i was really disheartened coz it was never part of my master plan...i thought i will loose my job for not being a graduate but dat never happened but master plan got changed and lot of things side by side....i worked there almost 7 months and then left to come home and give my repeat paper..i prepared for it and or i just prepared for it and forgot about my higher studies and end result i passed...
Its not  a better feeling to be called a GRADUATE!!!!and i am d 1..dat makes me proud..
As my master plan was upside down after graduating i figured out i will apply abroad for my higher studies and will find a job and save money by doing a job at home...
At home i was about to get a kind of dream job but the project got delayed so i waited for 2 months or still waiting it to kick off but no success and finally i figured out might be it wont start soon so i might have to go back where i started my career last year but i dont want to because that job really sucked like hell.....i dont deserve that i deserve better then that i always have that opinion..so 1 of my frnds told me about 1 of the job which i like but i mite have change my profession...dont know i like it but changing a profession dont know will help me...There is so many questions which are unanswered dont have a freaking idea when i can figure out my lyfe...
But 1 lesson i learnt from all this is dont make plans if you have throw them out of the window now because what gonna come next to you u have no freaking idea and make your lyfe upside down like mine...
Hope i get all my answers soon and i can figure out what to do wid my lyfe????
Ciao!!!!!!!

Rain,rain and more rain!!!!!!!!!

Its been weeks that its raining here or should i say a month or so...dats so unusal coz august is not the time it rains here....I personally hate rain dont knw why may b coz of over flooding i mean seriously you can see a whole damn river flowing on road and houses literally sinking in water dats wat newspaper says....Phew!!i guess to put the misery to an end its the time dat people should buy a damn  boat!!!
There is this mud flowing with the river  outside my house i mean literally if you step outside you will find stains of mud all over the body and on your clothes...its a creepy feeling for me...i mean i personally dont like it...
It was not like this when i was a kid we used i mean me and my frnds used to run in the same water,play in it,make boats dont knw nw i seriously call kids doing the same thing as psychos can neva believe i used to be one of them...i wana laugh on this thought *evil laugh*
Last time i like the rain was last year when i was in Bangalore...I mean its crazy like its used to rain like cats and dogs and moment you get up in morning and walk on the same road you can hardly find the water dats the benefit like its not a plain area like here....

The more imp thng or should i say the thg i like the most about rain is to have some hot snacks with tea as i love tea and afcorse taking pictures is kind of my passion dat i found other then being a blogger as i am learning the art of being a sort of photographer so need to share some of ma favs... so here it goes........

Venice gets its first woman gondolier-Giorgia Boscolo

Wow!!this news really was somthing to look forward to i mean after reading this i felt proud to be a woman...After nine centuries of men monopoly Venice(Italy)got their first woman gondolier....I thought in India is a Men dominated country and i always have thought Europe must be more advanced atleast in gender equality but nine grueling centuries that too much that no women was competant enough to break the older rules or men monopoly...phew but am happy finally Giorgia did it.....

It feels good and powerful when other women set a good example for you...i felt very happy reading this news and more stronger....

Congratulations to her....hmm may b someday i can set an example for sombody...i will be very proud of myself!!!

First Blog

Its going to be my first blog ever in my whole lyfe....wow!!!!m so excited to write....

Its been ages i wrote anything i mean except examinations....i guess dat even dont count coz dat was like an obligation dat you have to write something to pass...being a normal human being i did the same thng to pass...

phew!!!really to survive in this world you have to do thngs dat you neva like....eg:-i was never been those studious kind never even opened my book a day b4 my exam...i struggled all the time still doing the same with my lyfe...Dont knw when i can just stop running and do somthing good with my lyfe....Anywz i am not going to talk about my educational dilemmas here....

Writing a blog this came to my mind from my frnd as he writes blog n i keep reading it and i feel do good everytime so i thought why not i give it a try i mean try writing somthing dat i feel inside everyday....i find myself lost everyday in this crazy world...everyday this new thought or new ideas conquer my mind and i get LOST dats why i named it Lost and found just coz i am looking for somthing that even i dont know but will let you know once i figured out...But in the end i will find somthing.......

phew!!i wrote dat much i think its enough for today...will keep posting now
~Peace~