Last year i had a plan after my final year exams i got a job in between my final exams i mean before even i graduated that was something i was proud of myself because as i wasn't very bright in school the saga continues in college with teachers saying you will fail and all the crap...i never listened to anybody and still i was the first 1 to get a job in my whole class....that's make me proud and slap on my teachers face that not just scoring in exams makes you any better then the one who didn't score...
Hmmm my new life started i mean new job, new people and afcourse first time away from home..i was very excited about it....i had a perfect plan to do a job for a year and side by side prepare for my higher studies but after a month or so my grads result was out and shocking part was i had to repeat 1 paper that never happened in past 2 years...i was really disheartened coz it was never part of my master plan...i thought i will loose my job for not being a graduate but dat never happened but master plan got changed and lot of things side by side....i worked there almost 7 months and then left to come home and give my repeat paper..i prepared for it and or i just prepared for it and forgot about my higher studies and end result i passed...
Its not a better feeling to be called a GRADUATE!!!!and i am d 1..dat makes me proud..
As my master plan was upside down after graduating i figured out i will apply abroad for my higher studies and will find a job and save money by doing a job at home...
At home i was about to get a kind of dream job but the project got delayed so i waited for 2 months or still waiting it to kick off but no success and finally i figured out might be it wont start soon so i might have to go back where i started my career last year but i dont want to because that job really sucked like hell.....i dont deserve that i deserve better then that i always have that opinion..so 1 of my frnds told me about 1 of the job which i like but i mite have change my profession...dont know i like it but changing a profession dont know will help me...There is so many questions which are unanswered dont have a freaking idea when i can figure out my lyfe...
But 1 lesson i learnt from all this is dont make plans if you have throw them out of the window now because what gonna come next to you u have no freaking idea and make your lyfe upside down like mine...
Hope i get all my answers soon and i can figure out what to do wid my lyfe????
Ciao!!!!!!!
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