Friday, August 27, 2010

Plans-throw them out of your window

Being a human its very normal that i get struck in my life at every point,struck in taking decisions at every point in my life....Its the same now what i am feeling writing i am not able to figure out in my life and once i figure out something why it never happen???
Last year i had a plan after my final year exams i got a job in between my final exams i mean before even i graduated that was something i was proud of myself because as i wasn't very bright in school the saga continues in college with teachers saying you will fail and all the crap...i never listened to anybody and still i was the first 1 to get a job in my whole class....that's make me proud and slap on my teachers face that not just scoring in exams makes you any better then the one who didn't score...
Hmmm my new life started i mean new job, new people and afcourse first time away from home..i was very excited about it....i had a perfect plan to do a job for a year and side by side prepare for my higher studies but after a month or so my grads result was out and shocking part was i had to repeat 1 paper that never happened in past 2 years...i was really disheartened coz it was never part of my master plan...i thought i will loose my job for not being a graduate but dat never happened but master plan got changed and lot of things side by side....i worked there almost 7 months and then left to come home and give my repeat paper..i prepared for it and or i just prepared for it and forgot about my higher studies and end result i passed...
Its not  a better feeling to be called a GRADUATE!!!!and i am d 1..dat makes me proud..
As my master plan was upside down after graduating i figured out i will apply abroad for my higher studies and will find a job and save money by doing a job at home...
At home i was about to get a kind of dream job but the project got delayed so i waited for 2 months or still waiting it to kick off but no success and finally i figured out might be it wont start soon so i might have to go back where i started my career last year but i dont want to because that job really sucked like hell.....i dont deserve that i deserve better then that i always have that opinion..so 1 of my frnds told me about 1 of the job which i like but i mite have change my profession...dont know i like it but changing a profession dont know will help me...There is so many questions which are unanswered dont have a freaking idea when i can figure out my lyfe...
But 1 lesson i learnt from all this is dont make plans if you have throw them out of the window now because what gonna come next to you u have no freaking idea and make your lyfe upside down like mine...
Hope i get all my answers soon and i can figure out what to do wid my lyfe????
Ciao!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Rain,rain and more rain!!!!!!!!!





Its been weeks that its raining here or should i say a month or so...dats so unusal coz august is not the time it rains here....I personally hate rain dont knw why may b coz of over flooding i mean seriously you can see a whole damn river flowing on road and houses literally sinking in water dats wat newspaper says....Phew!!i guess to put the misery to an end its the time dat people should buy a damn  boat!!!
There is this mud flowing with the river  outside my house i mean literally if you step outside you will find stains of mud all over the body and on your clothes...its a creepy feeling for me...i mean i personally dont like it...
It was not like this when i was a kid we used i mean me and my frnds used to run in the same water,play in it,make boats dont knw nw i seriously call kids doing the same thing as psychos can neva believe i used to be one of them...i wana laugh on this thought *evil laugh*
Last time i like the rain was last year when i was in Bangalore...I mean its crazy like its used to rain like cats and dogs and moment you get up in morning and walk on the same road you can hardly find the water dats the benefit like its not a plain area like here....
The more imp thng or should i say the thg i like the most about rain is to have some hot snacks with tea as i love tea and afcorse taking pictures is kind of my passion dat i found other then being a blogger as i am learning the art of being a sort of photographer so need to share some of ma favs... so here it goes........

Monday, August 23, 2010

Venice gets its first woman gondolier-Giorgia Boscolo

Wow!!this news really was somthing to look forward to i mean after reading this i felt proud to be a woman...After nine centuries of men monopoly Venice(Italy)got their first woman gondolier....I thought in India is a Men dominated country and i always have thought Europe must be more advanced atleast in gender equality but nine grueling centuries that too much that no women was competant enough to break the older rules or men monopoly...phew but am happy finally Giorgia did it.....
It feels good and powerful when other women set a good example for you...i felt very happy reading this news and more stronger....
Congratulations to her....hmm may b someday i can set an example for sombody...i will be very proud of myself!!!

Saturday, August 21, 2010

First Blog

Its going to be my first blog ever in my whole lyfe....wow!!!!m so excited to write....

Its been ages i wrote anything i mean except examinations....i guess dat even dont count coz dat was like an obligation dat you have to write something to pass...being a normal human being i did the same thng to pass...

phew!!!really to survive in this world you have to do thngs dat you neva like....eg:-i was never been those studious kind never even opened my book a day b4 my exam...i struggled all the time still doing the same with my lyfe...Dont knw when i can just stop running and do somthing good with my lyfe....Anywz i am not going to talk about my educational dilemmas here....

Writing a blog this came to my mind from my frnd as he writes blog n i keep reading it and i feel do good everytime so i thought why not i give it a try i mean try writing somthing dat i feel inside everyday....i find myself lost everyday in this crazy world...everyday this new thought or new ideas conquer my mind and i get LOST dats why i named it Lost and found just coz i am looking for somthing that even i dont know but will let you know once i figured out...But in the end i will find somthing.......

phew!!i wrote dat much i think its enough for today...will keep posting now
~Peace~